Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Confusion!!

Today we reach bit early to the office, so i forced revathy(intimate friend) to wander in the new campus... it was not heavenly experience , but certainly a change.. till today i avoided evrythng related to HP campus just because of the mental block...I saw a wide sky much better from the open space, few birds flying, freshly watered plants, newly blossomed flowers... my god none of them are bothered about tomorrow.. why am i??? whether i didnt released the world is beautiful ??? or i am under the illusion the world exposure only after making money?? or i lost myself to someone else priority??? why am on this earth when i cant experience the beauty of it?? hey lots of confusion...:(Where can i find the answers for these questions???hmmm... Answers are within me right !! crazy there is no tomorrow, its only the moment that is true, there is nothing one grand finale to celebrate, you need to celebrate every moment you have with you :) ,nothing is ultimate happiness!! sky is the limit for all the things, don't just stick to the one place seeming you hav gifted the best place, you can always find the better for any possible thing...

Human life is superb creation by unknown power, he gave a courage to think he is king or she is queen.. but why he created the fear ?? believe me the fear is also wonderful experience, once you undergo the situation.. is there a medicine for fear?? or alcohol are used to mask the fear??
why do we get these random thoughts!!

what is life? or is this life is all about?? i m really confused!!!

Friday, July 27, 2007

small thing, good lesson

It happened in the lab, we shifted to new campus, as we are setting up the test systems at our lab. there was lots of bubble sheets lying on the ground. Every one of us in the team started playing with sheet. That instance put me into the thought.

Why we all like bursting the bubble? the reason is we are getting results immediately. The human nature is expect a result for the effort. By one thing become very clear. small tasks creates quick results and pace us to enjoy doing. Imagine if it was a sheet with bigger bubbles on it, which consumes a reasonable amount of time, but produces a great noise,still we would have not touched it. I think thats how our mind works!

We all dream of greatest happiness, wealth, luxuary life , many a times fail to release the "Biggest things what we desire consists of infinite smaller elements" , It was great lesson for me,which thought a good lesson , enjoy a every moment of life".

"We can move the mountain by moving small peables on it" Good lesson i learnt that day :)

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Who can be your best friend?

yesterday, i was searching for 10th standard sankrit text book, since my cousine could not find it in the book shop. however i failed to find sanskrit book, but got my slam book.

I removed the dust from the book, open the first page, I saw my friend calligraphy handwrting at the first page, i went back to 10th std. i remembered all my friends faces and started feeling good internally. A slam book contains famous quotes about friends, best wishes and many more.

one which made me think deep into freindship "Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart." True many friends enter our life, we share our pasts, present and future... what remains is only the memories

I keep calculating many things about our friendship, assuming friends stays with us for our lifespan, but we seperate with sadness/happiness when time comes. Intially every thing seems to be so uncozy as days pass by getting use to new environment, everything is normal with new friends. I think thats the nature of human being, otherwise our world would so small. I realised I should never regret for missing our old friends there are always in my mind and memory, Missing someone is way of gaining more friends and growing the world around us.

Who is the best friend? The one friend whose presence not necessary to make me feel happy, just the memorie of the past days spent with her create climate where i experience she is next to me pouring more information to complete the blog as she did it before.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

The Silence

There is one Quote in English which goes as "It is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt" - Mark Twain
Made me to keeping postponing to submit the blogs.

The silence is the one word, i take it lightly when i convince myself to shut , not to continue to speak to any one, thinking its very easy. Every time i take a decision to not open my mouth, failed each time teribbly . Sileance is really itching factor , no noraml human can tolrate unless they are mahans(a great people). I know why God is great? because of his silence.

in my opinion , A friends silence is more hurting than his/her argument. silence speaks more than words, creates lots of assumptions. Its has a power to kill the other person without weapons with no clues. sometimes it atcs as fool, leaves Questions unanswered.

I realised it lately, Silence is a solution to many arguments , medicine to many diseases. silence can make u think of ur self, acts a best friend which never betrays. We raise our voice for stupid topics ,where silence would have given better anwser to it. I argee "Freedom of speech" has provided the lots of advantages. The more advantage is gained by "SILENCE".