Confusion!!

Today we reach bit early to the office, so i forced revathy(intimate friend) to wander in the new campus... it was not heavenly experience , but certainly a change.. till today i avoided evrythng related to HP campus just because of the mental block...I saw a wide sky much better from the open space, few birds flying, freshly watered plants, newly blossomed flowers... my god none of them are bothered about tomorrow.. why am i??? whether i didnt released the world is beautiful ??? or i am under the illusion the world exposure only after making money?? or i lost myself to someone else priority??? why am on this earth when i cant experience the beauty of it?? hey lots of confusion...:(Where can i find the answers for these questions???hmmm... Answers are within me right !! crazy there is no tomorrow, its only the moment that is true, there is nothing one grand finale to celebrate, you need to celebrate every moment you have with you :) ,nothing is ultimate happiness!! sky is the limit for all the things, don't just stick to the one place seeming you hav gifted the best place, you can always find the better for any possible thing...

Human life is superb creation by unknown power, he gave a courage to think he is king or she is queen.. but why he created the fear ?? believe me the fear is also wonderful experience, once you undergo the situation.. is there a medicine for fear?? or alcohol are used to mask the fear??
why do we get these random thoughts!!

what is life? or is this life is all about?? i m really confused!!!